May, new ideas, working through doubt

May was a rainy depressing month. A dear friend passed. NC  tried to close my beloved ECSU. I was doubting my self. I was following the money as opposed to the opportunity. 

I failed to keep up my blog and finish projects to completion.

I am blaming it on the rain.

It wasn't the rain, it was me. I need to continue to get out my own way. My role is to create opportunities not wait for them to come.

I must stop complaining and doubting myself.  I am a bad mofo and it's time, I act like it.!!

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Struggle is real

I am struggling today. A bit frustrated at my doubts. A bit frustrated at some push backs and fall throughs.

I want to crawl in my bed and stay.  I do not want to receive another no.

Do you ever feel that way? I am having a pity party today.  Don't worry its going to be a short party. I promise.
The struggle is real.

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The day before mother's day..le sigh

The day before mother's day is....
The day before mother's day is...
The day before mother's day is....
Sad
Heartbreaking
Stinging
Necessary
Thought provoking
Profound
It's been 5 years.

5years that I no longer plan an exciting day for Bobbie Jean my mommy.
I miss her. Each year I get stronger. Each year I miss her more. Each year I am thankful I had her. I miss planning her day. I just do.

I ask that you be gentle and kind to those whose mother's who have gone on to glory. The day before mother's day is a cornucopia of emotions for me and many others. 

So, just be kind on the day before mother's day.♡

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